Mood: Hateful
Song of Choice:"Last Resort" by Papa Roach
Topic: Would I be wrong, would I be right?

As you can see in my little mood space my reigning emotion would be hateful. Now me being hateful almost always comes after being sad intensly sad. But let me start at the beginnin no?
(The following is an anime style representation of how my day went please note that all references to typical anime things are just that references and should not be taken seriously)
Went to the bus stop shivering in my little school girl uniform with Games the hedgehog in my pocket. I was wet, I was cold but fuck I was happy! I had a little glimmer of hope in my day for today that maybe today would be a really good day that some how by the grace of God I would have good things in store for me...no such luck.
The bus came and I hoped on and sat with Jonnell. She pulled out a note and was all like well here's what happened with Josh because you know you want to know(which I was curious) Read the freakin note...brief summary for you...Josh went to Jonnells house chilled there ate there adn then went to Melanie's. Now none of this bothers me when it's Jonnell. Jonnell has zero interest in Josh and he's like a brother to her and Melanie...well shoot no use getting messed up about that he practically lives there. Then kept reading and upon his return to Jonnell's house he stated that he had almost kissed Melanie...who goes out with Mayson.....Yeah School girl Kim gets stress mark right there on her head. she folds up the note and puts it away trying not to let it spoil the day. Games the hedgehog promply reads the note then eats it.
Gets to class teacher is insane but even if her nerves are fraided she tries to keep it together.
Finally Lunch rolls around.
School Girl Kim grabbs Jonnell and races outside into the bitter cold, wind and rain to see Keith. Well while Kim is sitting abround waiting for Keith. Jonnell hails Stacy and they get to talking and the words "yeah I really like Keith I have the biggest crush on him" Fall out of Stacy's mouth. Jonnell kinda goes ohhhh really boy you aren't the only one there are a lot of girls after Keith ::shoots glance at Kim:: Kim gets a tear on her head. Keith eventually comes out....and barely talks to Kim he mostly talks with his friends.
School girl Kim goes back to class very disappointed but let's add to the mix...She see's Josh in the hallway...with various females...Kim looks away deciding that such self imposed torture is not necessary. After that last class occurs and she's going to her locker...passes Keith says hi but gets no answer....Hedgehog jumps out of Kim's pocket and chases after the boy until Kim catches him and shakes her head no.
Finally Kim gets to her locker and is opening it feeling quiet emotionally drained and teased beyond reason. Turning over in her mind that perhaps Keith was only joking but it didn't seem that way the day before. Then Josh appears. Kim feels sick she doesn't even want to look at him she wished she'd never have to see him again. The gang waits for him as usual and then trot to the bus.
Then the last two words that Kim wanted to hear at that moment spilt from his lips "I'm coming home with you guys" Kim thinks great torture extended play...sure why not. So everyone gets on the bus and this blasted cheerleader in a mega short skirt sits with Josh and is basically all over him. Games the Hedgehog does his best to console Kim but she just picks him up and puts him back in her pocket.
Well Kim had taken her share of emotional abuse today and such a thing pushed her over the limit. She started to cry looking out over the grey bleak word with no color silent tears trickeled down her face.
Jonnell notices but believes it's better to leave her alone. Then Josh starts poking the back of Kim's hat. she endures it before snatching it off. His voice carries as clear as a bell to her ears and asks what's wrong. Kim wanted to yell at him to tell him that he needed to get out of her life to leave her alone that his presence there at that very moment made her furious it was like dangeling a canteen of water in front of a woman lost in the desert that she was sick of his nice one day ignore her the other attitude....Jonnel bless her answers for Kim 'She doesn't feel good and I think she's mad" With that they left her alone. When Kim got off the bus and she started walking home she stoped on a park bench and cried with her whole heart for 10 minutes. Then came home and started to write about the day she'd had....